Resolved Question: HELP!!!!!! I’M ADDICTED TO SUBOXONE!!!!!?

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Hi everyone my name is Jessica & I’m 30yrs old.I would like to start off by saying that up until 3yrs ago I would not take any drugs or alcohol not even over-the-counter medications.That no matter how much pain I would be in I would not even take a Tylenol.When I was 14 I had a bad experience with smoking weed.My friend & I had smoked with her older brother who had laced the weed.To this day I still do not no what the weed was laced with.However I do no that it had scared me so bad that I chose not to smoke or drink again Also I have always been scared of drugs because both sides of my family have drug & alcohol addictions.Both my parents were addicted 2 drugs when they were younger.Also I have many aunts,uncles,cousins and even my sister that has either been addicted or is still addicted to drugs or alcohol.There drug(s) of choice are all different some are addicted to crack,cocaine,heroin,alcohol and all sorts of different types of pills.I have always tried to help my family in anyway I could.I never thought I was better than any of them.Also I lost my favorite aunt to an opiate addiction she was mixing methadone and benzos with each other 2 drugs that are not good with one another and she overdosed.So I will start my story by going back 4yrs ago I was fired from the only job I ever had.(Do to domestic violence) I was there for almost 9yrs.I immediately became depressed & was still going through the domestic situation.So almost 2 months later I started receiving unemployment & since I had been working so much overtime before I had been fired my weekly check was now more than I was getting when I worked.So of course I thought this would be a good opportunity to go back to school but honestly I just got lazier I never went back to school and I was only getting more depressed.So this is when I started to hang out with an old friend who literally glorified percocets.( I guess the saying misery loves company is true) I know that I was 27 & I Knew right from wrong and also what I had seen drugs do to my family & friends.But I was still stupid and started taking percocet 5mg just to go to sleep than after about a month they didn’t put me to sleep anymore I was actually now staying up all night (high) after about a month of being up all night & sleeping all day I decided to take the pills during the day in started to develop a tolerance and an addiction so instead of just 1 percocet 5mg I would take 2 than 3 a day and so on that I eventually ended up taking percocet 30mg instead of 5mg but than I started taking 3 to 4 of them a day I was quickly addicted and my tolerance was just getting higher and I refused to go a day with out any percocets( I went from doing no drugs to taking 3-4 percocet 30mg a day sometimes 5-6 a day in less than 6 months) I’m going to be honest I was taking pill(s) everyday from the day I started not missing one day.I have no clue if my body would have been self dependent or if I would of had W.D’S.I never tried to stop taking them until one day my friend gave me a suboxone & I took it & fell in love with it.It was a miracle drug to me all I needed was 1 pill a day and only $ 10.Also this 1 pill got me higher than I’ve ever gotten before.So I now started taking subs everyday buying them on the streets so after a month or so I got a sub doctor I told him I needed 3 a day 24mg and he gave them to me with no problem.(Since Nov.2010) So after a year of being on the subs I was still taking 3 a day I just wanted to quit.So for 3 days in a row in (Nov.2011) I quit cold turkey this was my 1st time since using drugs that I had even gone a day without any type of pill and I had no W.D”S or urges but on the 3rd day I took 2 subs for no reason other than to get high & because I’m an idiot.I did cont.to take only 2 subs a day until Dec.Than I tried to quit cold turkey again this time I lasted 5 days without any pills I also had no W.D”S and was fine I was able to get out of bed do my errands ect.However on the 5th day I felt in urge to wanna get high again so I took 1 sub instead of 2 subs and it took the urge away so I cont. to take only 1 sub a day and was feeling good so about 2 weeks ago I went a day in a half without any subs & had no W.D’s I was feeling fine but had urges on day 2 so I decided that I would try in just take a 1/2 of a sub (4mg) and it immediately it took the urge right away so now I have been taking a 1/2 of a sub everyday for 2 weeks & I am still feeling fine I feel no difference in me from when I was taking 3 subs a day (24mg) to taking a half of 1 sub a day (4mg)So I am asking that if anyone knows of away that I can completely just be done with these drugs please help me.I still have not told my doctor that I cut down so much because I swear this is a mental sickness and I am so afraid that if he cuts me down than I will start to get sick PLEASE ANYONE SHARE STORIES OR ADVICE ON HOW I CAN GET BACK TO BEING DRUG FREE!!!!! also I have no supp I have already increased a lot from Nov.2010 to Nov.2011 I was on 3 subs a day 8 mg each (24mg a day) so Nov.2011 I stopped taking them altogether for 3 days in a row I hadn’t experienced any withdrawal symptoms at all so on the 3rd day I started to take them again but only taking 2 pills everyday so now I was taking (16mg)until Dec. 2011 I stopped taking them altogether again but this time I stopped for 5 days and I still was ok no withdrawal symptoms and was completely functional doing errands and stuff but on the 5th day I decided again to take the subs but only 1 pill (8mg) and now since Dec. I have been taking 1 tab everyday so than 2 weeks ago I decided to try to cut down again this time I went a day in a half so halfway into the second day I took a half of a pill (4mg)so for 2 weeks now I’ve been taking only (4mg) everyday and I’m fine I have no withdrawals and feel completely the same as I did when I took 3 tabs a day (24mg) and the only reason why I cont. to take t
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Resolved Question: I need some info on taking norco abuse?

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If someone takes a two week break after 3 years of taking 10 norcos a day, then goes for two weeks only taking 3 a day..are the withdrawls just as bad.?.she stopped for a day yesterday….but wants to take them every other day…I need to understand if taking three a day and stopping for a day it two is considered in control?. Is it possible to regain normal use? She only took one today for a little relief. Is this considered in control?..
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