Voting Question: does a reprobate still feel grief after committing sin?SERIOUS ANSWERS ONLY PLEASE?

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Does a reprobate mind still feel guilt after commiting sin?
I am on methadone as a treatment for a heroin addiction. I have gone down on my dose, from 80mg to 25mg. Hence my cravings came back. I have been using heroin from time to time, but several times a week. I am afraid i am a reprobate and this is why i can not stop. Everytime after I use I seek the LORD and Yeshua with much prayer that is with all my heart and soul. I beg Him to save me from my addiction. I beg him to take my evil serpent will from me . I confess my wicked double heart and unsanctimonious process of ‘selling Him out each and every time still by commiting emotional sorcery with an opiate. I am wondering if He is the one sending me to my destruction because i have chosen to be wicked time and time again. I cant seem to develop any spiritual maturity. Im crying my eyes out with a heavy doomy sense of nihilism, meaning a reprobate is a truly hopeless person. Like Judas Iscariot or Esau, who also sought the LORD with much tears in prayer , but it was too late for tears. But then I wonder if this is the attitude satan wants me to have , as to diminish the work of Yeshua by not counting myself worthy of the Blood, by thinking of myself as beyond redemption. But am i not like peter says, a dog returning to his own vomit,? I want to add that if i werent so afraid of the horrible detox i would get off methadone to. This is what i want more than anything, to no longer be physically dependent on this poison that is partly causing me to sin. I NEED TO GET RIGHT WITH GOD BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE AND THAT COULD BE VERY SOON I AM UNDER THE SUSPICION THAT WE ARE AT THE DOORSTEP OF THE TRIBULATION AND I WANT HIS MARK ON ME NOT satans

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Voting Question: does a reprobate mind still feel guilt after commiting sin?

Filed under: Methadone Treatment

I am on methadone as a treatment for a heroin addiction. I have gone down on my dose, from 80mg to 25mg. Hence my cravings came back. I have been using heroin from time to time, but several times a week. I am afraid i am a reprobate and this is why i can not stop. Everytime after I use I seek the LORD and Yeshua with much prayer that is with all my heart and soul. I beg Him to save me from my addiction. I beg him to take my evil serpent will from me . I confess my wicked double heart and unsanctimonious process of ‘selling Him out each and every time still by commiting emotional sorcery with an opiate. I am wondering if He is the one sending me to my destruction because i have chosen to be wicked time and time again. I cant seem to develop any spiritual maturity. Im crying my eyes out with a heavy doomy sense of nihilism, meaning a reprobate is a truly hopeless person. Like Judas Iscariot or Esau, who also sought the LORD with much tears in prayer , but it was too late for tears. But then I wonder if this is the attitude satan wants me to have , as to diminish the work of Yeshua by not counting myself worthy of the Blood, by thinking of myself as beyond redemption. But am i not like peter says, a dog returning to his own vomit,? I want to add that if i werent so afraid of the horrible detox i would get off methadone to. This is what i want more than anything, to no longer be physically dependent on this poison that is partly causing me to sin. I NEED TO GET RIGHT WITH GOD BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE AND THAT COULD BE VERY SOON I AM UNDER THE SUSPICION THAT WE ARE AT THE DOORSTEP OF THE TRIBULATION AND I WANT HIS MARK ON ME NOT satans

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Voting Question: What is a Methadone Treatment? How does it work?

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Hi I am sridevi I visit the site: http://www.methadonetreatment.net. In this site have lot of information aboout Methadone? But I am till confused what is a methadone and how does it work?

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Voting Question: Chest Pain, numb hands/arms & High bloodpressure?

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Let me start off by saying I am a Recovering heroin addict (IV User) I am 23 years old I weigh 135lbs and I am 5’5 Latley I have been having very bad chest pains that come & go also when I am sleeping at night my arms and hands will go numb they will get so numb that I if someone were to pick one up it would fall dead weight. I have to move my arms in a circle very fast like a sideways helecoptor to get the blood to flow back to my hands this usually makes the numbness go away.

I also get very odd escrutiating pain in my hands and arms I believe it has somthing to do with my nerves the worst areas of pain are in between my ring finger and my middle finger it gets so bad that I wake up in tears and I consider myself to be pretty pain tollernt. This has happened before but it was never this bad.

I can’t take it anymore, it is messing up my personal life my wife gets upset and worried and she gets woken up because I moan in my sleep because of the pain. I work two jobs I am a dishwasher at a very busy restaurant and I work very hard and strain my self in the day time I make sandwiches at panera bread.

I wake up constantly every night about every 20 minutes just after I fall asleep it is constant and latly without the lack of sleep I can’t focus and I get very frustrated not only is it causing me physical pain but with the lack of sleep it is causing me to get very depressed, anxious, clumsy and on edge at work.

In the area of the worst pain spots between my ring finger and middle finger sometimes it gets itchy I don’t know if this has anything to do with it but I am giving all the info I can. I am also having very bad chest pains when this happens I am scared, I don’t have enough money to goto the hospital my wife is pregnant and I don’t want anything to happen to me my wife depends on me and so does my future child.

I don’t know where to turn to I asked the local hospital for information and they said they can’t give me advice without me making an appointment or basically spending money but I don’t have money for hospital bills. And I don’t know if its my heart, my nerves, or what I do have a heart mumur and heart palipitations. I just don’t wanna spend money on a neurologist if its somthing to do with my heart and then have to spend more money.

I need to mention that I was heavy on drugs since I was 13 years old. I was into amphetamines at a young age, then I was on xanax and benzo’s for 7 years of my life its sad because I feel like I jumped into a time machine because I basically was blacked out for 7 years. I was a very hard heroin addict also for about 4 years. I recently met the most wonderful girl and she litterally saved my life.

She helped me get off heroin and drugs and moved all the way down to alabama from indiana to be with me and at the time she didn’t know I was on heroin. I was so selfish that I eventually stoped hiding it from her and started to shoot up in front of her. shef worked 2 jobs to get me off of heroin and spent every last dime she had on methadone treatment and when i mean every dime i mean every last cent down to the penny.

I was on methadone for a very long time and recently quit methadone. she gave me the greatest gift anyone could give me, she made me realize that life was worth living I was actually going to kill myself and overdose on heroin a week before she came down here because I was sick of living that lifestyle. she has done so much for me and I figured I owe my life to her. Anyways I got off the drugs, moved away, and I am working 2 full time jobs we are getting our first apartment next week I am so happy things are starting to finally fall into place.

anyways.. enough about my personal life, I am just concerned because I know somthing is seriously wrong I was at work tonight and I had to sit down on the floor after lifting heavy crates full of glass dishes every time I do somthing or strain myself I can hear my bloodpressure in my ears it sounds like woooshwoosh woosh woosh it is starting to scare me I get very dizzy and can feel my chest pounding If anyone has any advice on what It might be or what kind of doctor I should goto please let me know thank you ahead of time for reading all of this, I know its sloppy, unorginized, and overwritten but I don’t know where else to turn. thanks!

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S. Burlington Schools object to methadone clinic

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The 10-thousand square foot facility gives the clinic the opportunity to expand to clear some of those patients, seeking treatment, off the waiting list. The plan is to close the Burlington facility as well as a South Burlington Buprenorphine clinic …
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Methadone clinic proposal blasted by public

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Ontario Addiction Treatment Centres has applied to the city for a zoning bylaw amendment that would allow it to set up a methadone clinic at 425 Wharncliffe Rd. and the public was invited to share their opinions on the application at a community …
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